Difficult living without reason without goal nothing to fight for yet grasping for anything you can hold on to not willing to give up and hope
2nd Poem
Time flying Growing old Scared Being abandoned in this forsaken world Becoming another outsider of society Dying alone in a small room with just one window to the outside world left unwanted desperate for company
3rd Poem
Let me sleep escaping this reality Let me dream escaping the boredom of this life Let me create escaping to another world following my own rules being the one in control shutting down before dreading the moment of waking up
4th Poem
Be cautious for what is said words you cannot take back feelings of disappointment unwanted regret unpleasant relationships lost friends becoming strangers
5th Poem
Greed consuming body and mind Leaving ideals and humanity behind Another day in this godforsaken war hidden eyes watching from afar Hunting like a hungry viper Waiting to set the world on fire
6th Poem
Grey skies raining blurred mind motionless limbs numb seeking warmth looking through the window waiting yearning
7th Poem
Depressing observing the minds knowing the truth understanding the world seeing the future knowing what is awaiting us questioning yourself trying hard to satisfy is it worth it? Knowing the own desires hidden beneath waiting to be fulfilled
8th Poem
Being shut off for knowing the world Being shut up for knowing the truth speaking it out loud Being ridiculed by the ignorant No need to try hard anymore let this world fall apart and the illusions shatter
9th Poem
Trusting risking too much strings cut irreversible never healing analyzing hidden thoughts never telling play along
10th Poem
Existing amongst people faceless interaction exhausting words meaningless likeable on the surface truth hidden beneath wanting to shine through
11th Poem
Caught up in the routine of life Going along without a care for the world Functioning without thinking Working without questioning Human relations used for the own benefit Justice a matter of power and wealth This is what we call Society
12th Poem
Isolated not belonging distorted perceptions hating being looked down on judged for being different yearning for the same kind
13th Poem
The world an open book Jealousy and intrigue wherever I look Meaningless to live on this ground let me hide and never be found
14th Poem
Look up high into the sky where you see the light shining upon you Never let go of the dreams you are reaching out to.
15th Poem
May you see the lights during the deepest night May you see the stars healing your deepest scars I will be thinking of you I will be by your side whenever you need me to
16th Poem
Rattling wind flickering lights in the distance faces grimacing voices whispering soulless words shadows lurking in the night waiting for the light to go out for the madness to begin
17th Poem
Days turning gray getting cold withering another year gone wind slicing hands shaking breath visible bones numb counting the days waiting to see the colours of the sky again
18th Poem
Human’s minds difficult to comprehend the own thoughts a trail to another world the risk of losing yourself in the pit of imagination everything else a blur reality becoming strange
19th Poem
Depression like a demon devouring you difficult to escape lack of understanding not being able to explain not even trying afraid of being isolated and forgotten
20th Poem
Days monotone sometimes dreaming even listening to the words flowing without sense everyone passing by without noticing the turmoil burning inside
21th Poem
On different grounds under the sky unfolding landscapes foreign yet familiar sun blinding heat burning down different language ocean’s night starry sky song of wind and waves salty skin carefree time locked memories my treasure
22nd Poem
Untrustworthy eyes corrupt minds show no weakness going through these doors sun burning skin smell of dust and fuel waiting expecting welcoming hands yet no place to go same yet different bonds nonexistent I am home, am I?
23rd Poem
Sometimes cold can’t decide being nice people becoming dependent too attached seeing too much in a word in a phrase feeling cornered not interested in that kind being mean being questioned getting tired not wanting to explain
24th Poem
Another shot it takes for the world to look up for the people to care to fuel the anger already existing waiting for the spark to become the raging fire
25th Poem
Cannot sleep With demons beneath The mind’s a mess Wanting to confess Yet pretending Every day’s inspiring Convincing the mind to leave the fears behind All the same, they will return Leaving any faith to burn
26th Poem
Feeling detached No need for emotions Sometimes too much Forced interaction Don’t talk anymore Know the silence Deep in the core Seeking guidance For an unknown world Hoping for a change So many words The own universe completely deranged Losing the ground Trapped in a void Tied to the sounds I tried to destroy